Femboi, submissive, sissy, crossdresser, transvestite, aspiring bimbo doll and I apologise for all the years I agonisingly masqueraded as a 'straight' beta whelp, now my frilly wet panties tell a new and interestingly different story.
5 years ago a Mistress feminised me, emasculated and subservience. Although I was a noncompliant sissy, thought I could get around feminisation and chastity et-cetera. Having succumbed to long term orgasm denial, permanently caged over the past year or so, I have accepted my feminisation is inevitable, exploring and taking positive steps to continue for years to come. I not only consent to my re-orientation, I realise my body is attuned to femme tendencies and abilities than when I tried to pass myself off as a male. I am highly effeminate, I want to take positive steps to transition, want to go with the safest hormone treatment, my testosterone levels are naturally weak. I do not bestow masculine physical features nor behaviour, emotional and hormonal.
Long natural eyelashes, long curly dark hair, pronounced butt, very slender skinny build, no muscles apart from my butthole, lips and throat, atrophying penile muscles from long term chastity. Increasingly sensitive clit stays loose and lifeless, so it only flaps about during anal play, I want to be a good gurl.
Estrogen is definitely my only option as I know it will improve my femme qualities, although I am lucky to be blessed with my natural feminine frame and my butt is to die for.
Permanent chastity, quarterly sissygasm now limited to anal only, wand massager is too easy.
Boi-pussy regularly stretched and plugged 12 to 16 hours a day, sometimes 247, somedays nothing there as life takes it's toll and I ache for my ass-pussy filled to the brim.
Bi-sexual or bi-curious as I am merely a sub sissy from BDSM background. I was owned, trained for a while, even humiliated by my effeminacy, which I felt ashamed of (shameful, I should never have felt ashamed, for me, most of my life I've lived in a lonely paradox like void, some people may not like that but it resulted in me choosing to explore my feminine attributes. I'm hardly likely to veer away from the kink side of things, but as I want to transition subtly (! ok I'm least subtle) I want to live normally, then again, what am I saying, I still love BDSM, bondage, kink and 99% of fetishes, I have reduced limits down but may be nervous around needles and so keen on scat. Hard limits are anything illegal and I'm way under par for financial exploitation, I'm out of Amazon giftcards, wtf is Western U nion and Moneygram anyways? I've spent frugally my whole life, not a conventional consumer in the slightest and found certain sissy clobber can cost quite a bit. My higgledy-piggledy wardrobe is gradually piecing itself together, want to complete my functional maid uniform soon. I like to adapt my outfit ensembles to suit my amazonian-esque frame (I'm more a wannabe-elf, or I'm merely an elf, maybe), but sifted from the cheapest sources so I don't go crazy shopping again. May be deemed my naughtiest habit, some masturbate to get off, I'm increasingly wet the more I shop and often results in me playing with dildos and toys that caught my eye. I'm trying to maintain some self-control, you'll understand panties and hosiery are essentials and not to expensive... Ok, I know I need keeping on a short leash.
I love sissies, crossdressers, Tgurls, translesbian, mistresses and huge cocks are irresistible but I'm not all that into hench guys nor did I ever aspire to be like masculine stereotypes. I've always been scarily skinny, yet shapely where it counts and even though I considered myself hetero, straight and all that, I've struggled to fit in and only the most understanding yet dominant ladies have ever given me the time of day.
Never married, no offspring and generally considered an outsider. Reclusive is the new norm.
A few years ago, a certain Mistress re-educated me and re-introduced me to normal life but I didn't realise she had put so much time and energy in dealing with me, for I wouldn't be who I am today if was not for her, I am eternally grateful.
Feel free to message me, kisses and gapes, mistresstoy768 xx <3 <3 <3